A Suddenly-Turned-Porn Phobic

I regularly watch porn movies. At least once within a week. But there are also times I watch them almost every night before I go to sleep. Call me a pervert, but that's just how I cope with my end of waking hours.

No, I don't masturbate like you might think, I just put it on the DVD player to get me sleep. And usually after the first act, I would feel very sleepy and let the movie on till the morning comes, if I don't wake up in the middle of the night to someone's close-to-cum scream! (Yes, I turn the volume on because I like listening to the sound of people humping for (fake) pleasures!)

But funny, ever since I broke up with my caucasian lover, I can't watch porns anymore. Especially if the stars are caucasian males. Damn, everything just reminds me of him! Every move, every position, every facial expression... even the shape of the manhoods!

Maybe I should start forcing myself to like porns from different parts of the globe?